Bored & Thinking

So, I've been bored and doing nothing this past 2 - 3 hours haha.

Even warcraft is boring right now.

But, for the last 2 hours I've been doing some mega thinking about me.

And I gotta say, I really do miss the old days, I know I can never go back to them, but I have ignored some of the people who gave me the best time in my life so far.

I miss the very first days when i went to the city with Calvin, Kane, Petie, Clarky, Joey, Adam, Dave, Tony, etc and just doing whatever.

They always had a party we could goto and they were always good parties.

And they were sick as people, who would watch you and make sure you were safe.

Really, really awesome and true friends.

My favourite moments with them are the allnighter's, then I can never ever ever forget the Knox party on christmas eve '05 or '06, i think it was '05.

I remember we rocked upto that party and I remember me, tony and joey having a competition to see who could get the most mack.

Joey pretty much got stuck on andrea the whole night, so it was just me and tony.

And I remember macking that girl who had just came to the party and turned out she had a bf, who was there LOL.

Then he was looking for a guy called "Eddy", that joey mistakively said my name to him.

Then he asked and said "Are you the eddy that just kissed my girl?" Then Joey stepped in and was all "Nah man, I said Eddy with the lip ring, he has a stud see." HAHA.

He saved my ass that night.

I remember the macca's cups of goon with all them.

I remember Kane drank too much and passed out hahaha.

Then the place kinda got trashed and some people apparently had sex in their pantry LOLOL.

So we all got driven to Knox, except kane. He was allowed to stay, cause he couldnt move without throwing up hahaha.

Then we got to Knox and we all ventured around and got some lol as shots.

Some were taken before the party too.

Also, notice the dude in the red and black striped shirt giving the finger.

Okay, so no one knew him LOLOL. He was some random that just tagged along with us hahahaha.

Now I look at that picture and how he is trying to look brutal and I can only picture him there saying "Greendaii OwNz Y3R bAnD" hahaha.

So after knox, we got chased for ages hahaha, we were all slightly loling and shitting ourselves.

Then we got cornered down some street and they get out of the car with baseball bats.

Then they were like "Ahhh, we got you good haha".

Turns out Petie or someone knew them hahaha.

So that was a relief.

Then we walked for hours trying to find a station and after like 6 hours or so maybe of walking.

We found belgrave station I think, or along that line.

But when we were on the train, we went past along where we walked and apparently we walked past soo many stations HAHA.

How ironic,

And I remember Joey snipping pubes and putting them on the randy guys head while he slept HAHA.

And yeah that was it for that.

And then when we stopped hanging out as much, I started hanging out with more city kids.

Now the thing with these city kids is they were awesome and fun, but they would always change.

Who ever was there one day, may never be there the next.

But, the kids who stayed around for ages were kids i'll never forget.

Drone, Pete, Brent, Sheen, Wade, Macca, Lala, Nathan, Jizzy, Rachel, Jess, etc.

They were good kids, yet again parties galore or just chill with them in the city.

It was good, if I was ever bored at home and just goto the city and someone would be there.

Those were good days, there was always something to do, whenever you wanted.

Then it moved onto the next group of kids, which mostly involved kids from school.

Fingers, Nik, Ben, Emily, Helena, Walsh, Craig, Joel, Brooke, Cassie, Mel.

Seriously from this group I met the greatest kids alive.

Nik and Fingers are still the best people I have ever met in my life.

I'm glad I met them and still hang out with them.

However, I dont get to see other kids as much, I miss them to bites too.

I just remember in those days, we'd always catch the 10:44 train into the city every saturday, last carriage.

We'd chill in the park or whatever, was always fun.

Then we'd most likely find a party or head back to the borics and chill at theirs.

Seriously, Milgrove chills is amongst the best times I've ever had.

I remember no one eating the pancakes that Ben and Emily's mum cooked, so I started eating heaps and heaps of them and had massive chats to their mum.

Was so awesome.

I remember them having a goat, I remember the parties there.

It was just such a good place to go and space out.

Then kinda inbetween that and the start of gows.

Was the eastland kids, who were awesome as hell.

I have to say, this was my own prime in life.

This is where I felt the most respected and acknowledged.

I loved the fact that no matter where I went in Eastland I'd see atleast 3 - 5 people.

I think one of my favourite moments was going christmas shopping for parentals with my sister.

And as we were walking, who would walk around the corner, but Ella, Shezzi, Caitie and Kirsty Anne who had all gotten off school haha.

And I remember them seeing me and running like a freaking mob and tackling me literally onto the floor and my sister had to jump out of the way.

And I remember still on the same shop I literally was seeing everyone and it got to the point where my sister said to me "Omg, how many people do you know?".

And I know, it sounds completely up myself, but it gave me self esteem and made me feel good inside to know there was always people around for me.

Which, I lack self esteem heaps and my whole life, I wasnt the absolute popular kid, I would have to work to get friends.

But, at this stage of life, I didnt have to work at getting friends, people started wanting to meet me and I was known as The Reject Shop kid haha, I may have worked there.

And this was something that I had never had before in my life.

And it felt so good to have so many friends.

I still remember a couple days later after that eastland trip, I went with a couple mates, Coffey and Kane.

And we we're walking down the same section when I got tackled and who should walk around the corner again, but the same girls, minus Ella.

Fortunately this time, I was more prepared and there was no tackling haha.

But it was still so ily.

Then, somewhere in between this stage I had my 18th party, which is the best party I have ever thrown.

So many ily kids at my house and it was one of the greatest nights of my life.

And so many people to this day talk of the party.

It was the party, that everyone aims for, a party packed with the best people, the best ratio and the best moodz.

I'd post pictures again, but not a fan of this uploading system haha.

Then after my 18th, was the stage when we started hanging out with the taylors lakes girls heaps, Mel, Brooke and Cassie.

Mel and her sleepovers, which we're awesome.

Countless lols we had,

B-B-B-Bonus, Speeeed Round, Socksie, the cheeseburgers, I'll hold your hair, etc haha.

Good nights.

Then after this stage, was when everyone either got fake id's or turned 18.

Then we all started going to Bang, Next and Plastic alot.

And sleeping in spencer street station elevator's.

This was pretty fun, until people started negging.

Then, after that, it all really just disappeared.

Everyone started growing up and changing and moving on.

Like in the space of 3 months I'd say, it took for it all to change.

And then, you would only see people here and there and there was alot of new faces.

Kind of a new wave of kids, that we didnt know.

Then Fing got his license and a car.

Then thats when me, him and nik started hanging out.

Driving to kids houses, parties, generally driving, etc.

Then through Awakening, we met Jason and out of lols fing said to him "Dude, you are so lol. You gotta chill with us more.".

Then he did and we adopted him into our car LOL.

So then it was us 4, going from here and there seeing kids.

Now, to be completely honest, out of this I have met the 3 best mates.

But, in all honesty, we don't goto as many parties or see as many people as, I once did back in the day.

People pretty much stopped having parties and stuff.

People started becoming more about close close friends, rather then amounts of people.

Which is real good to be, but at the same time, you dont meet as many people that way.

Therefor, you miss out on more people that could be completely awesome.

These days it's alot about going to gigs or just seeing people who are either ily or ihy.

I am being completely honest when I say I miss the old days.

However, lately I have been speaking to more kids from back in the day and restarting those once golden friendships.

I've been seeing and hanging with some of the awesome people from the day.

I hope that my '09 will be a year I can remember again.

My new years resolution is to gain all those friends back and be able to have the connections again.

Lately, I have noticed some friends being really weird and secretive, so it's being a trust issue at the moment.

I want all my friends to be honest and not hide what they are doing, etc.

If they don't, then I will more then likely grow further from them, they are just bringing me down, having to worry about whether I'm trusted or not.

So, I think the key point was me wanting the old days back.

I think I've written the biggest blog on here yet hahaha.

ilz.

And comment, I need your thoughts and opinions.

After all, I don't see any other point on posting here haha.

♥ Eddy