I have neglected the blog very much, probably because no one really uses it and/or I feel like I'm getting this out to no one?
Anyhow, blog time ;)
So, where can I even begin ey?
Firstly, I have just today realised how certain things are getting out of my control and it's stressing me.
Typically money is the main stress for me, looking for work has never been harder and I am in a lazy phase right now.
I just wish I could just click my fingers and I'd be working and not stressing.
Infact, just thinking about it more now, money is the only stress.
Every stress I have, will come back to money or have a tight relation to it.
So I have decided to tighten my belt and start a healthy routine.
And I gotta be persistant in this. It might be a hard time, but it just becomes harder when rolling over and giving up.
Tonight, I'm gonna start by correcting my shitty sleep patterns. No more 3 - 5am bed times, even if Bree is keeping me up with killer msn convo's ;).
On another note, I have been thinking alot about the future of UAP (Under Attack Promotions).
At this stage, I have not done much work for it and frankly am not motivated too much.
There currently is no incentive to keep me at it, no money comes from it, more money/time has gone into making what it is.
In all honesty, if UAP has gained me anything, it's a little bit more status. But, that doesn't mean much.
At the moment, there is only two ways it will go.
Either UAP collapses or gets picked up by someone, which has various meanings.
So, I guess out of everything these days, those are the main negs.
However, life isn't all bad, infact for me, it's going pretty awesome.
For starters, I have the greatest friends around me right now.
'gows are still the greatest people I know and the people I will always respect the most.
They've always given me lols and chats.
Although I feel things are changing within us, but we are still tight as hell.
However, there is waaaaaay more people who have been awesome right now.
Way too many for me to name everyone, but I can name the "groups" etc haha.
Such as,
The BTRT kids + the crew usually with them,
The Belgrave peepz,
Ringwood people,
Reach/Awakening kids,
That Alfred Hospital Nurse ;) ;),
Reign/Immortality guildies (Yes, I just thanked my guild on warcraft, what of it? haha),
Judge Judy,
And my childhood buddies =).
There is alot more people, but too individually name them would take too long and I doubt anyone would read it haha.
But these people make me so incredibly happy and I respect everyone of them.
So that would sum up that pretty much.
I've also been going into another music craze/binge over the past months.
Like you know you have like maybe a month or two, where you can't get enough and you go looking for new artists/sounds.
Then you're set music wise for a bit and you start thinking less of it. =\
If that made ANY sense.
Anyhow, I've started getting a fair bit into the Electro/Ambient sounds.
Not so much like straight out just Electro or Ambient, more so bands that involve those hah.
Like, I See Stars, Attack Attack!, Handshakes & High Fives, We Came As Romans, Sky Eats Airplane, The Word Alive, In Fear And Faith, One Morning Left, Into The Ocean and a few more.
Really starting to dig it!
I've also since this phase been practising alot more guitar/bass and music in general.
I started a solo band project, which is pretty much songs I've written on Guitar Pro and transcoded from midi's to mp3's.
Maybe one day, I'll get proper recording or turn it into something more.
But for now, it's an outlet for creativity for me.
Check me out/Add me ;)
So, that's pretty much what I do when I get bored now hah.
Apart from that, I've been playing a fair bit of games.
Even though my WoW time ran out, I been playing zelda series again haha.
I'm going through Wind Waker again, too easy though.
Started like 2 days ago and already upto the last finding the triforce fragments =\.
They definitely needed to make the game longer or something, like the game has a good concept behind it, just needs to be bigger and harder.
Difficulty modes would be awesome haha.
So yeeee, that's about it for me now!
I'll try blog more.
Peace,
♥ Eddy
